31. What Time Does

November 20, 2016

Havent been able to write in a while, but I stopped being busy and decided to write and reflex on stuff. I lost my inspiration since you have been gone. It's been about a year and a half but it seems like it's been longer.

Over this time apart I've learned more and more such as no mountain nor sea, no thing in this world could keep us apart. Because this is not my world. You are. 

Ive learned that once you fall in love no distance is too long, no darkness is too dark. No sadness is too sad. 

I've learned that once you fall in love time no longer matters. Forever is your pattern. Once you fall in love you love with all you have. Despite what people maybe have to add

I've learned that sexy isn't always about boobs or butts like we are taught in society and the media, its' the way you walk, the way you talk, the way you think.

And the thing is you still effect me, like a thunderstorm when I don't expect it. 

I know one year I would marry you, have kids, buy a house with a garden, cook dinner for you, travel the world, be a husband a lover a father a friend and in time when I feel weak, I will remind myself of how life was without you and it would make stronger to fight through whatever it is what we are going through but we would do it as a team cause it'll be you and me against the world like it was since day 1. 

-sf