Going through a tough time in life right now and just wanted to write some of my feelings out plus I haven't written here in a while. I hope this can help out more people that are going thru the same things. "You can turn off the sun but im still gonna shine" -Jason Mraz.
Finally deleted the pictures of you that had been living in my phone for so long, does that make me a stronger man? or the weak one? because I couldn't handle another day still clutching at the memories of you, and it truly breaks my heart to say so,but maybe we were made to let go.
To be really honest with you, I can't fucking believe I let you ruin my favorite places & make me turn around to see you in everyone's faces. It's sad but I still look for you in every crowd, even when I know for a fact you will not be around.
Sweetheart, you broke me in ways I didn't think were possible, so many broken bones, or such a massacred heart. Because I didn't just fall for you, I rolled and stumbled - kicked and screamed for you. Like the man man I am, I fought for you, I cried and bled from my lungs for you. All the way down and you stood at the top, watching me go.
Losing her was hard, It was like the feeling you get when you turn off the music and are left in the silence of a room. The saddest part was that once the music was off, I had to suffer in silence, unable to turn it back on.
Honey, nothing lingered, not even you. It's strange to believe even if just for a moment you could've loved me too, I guess you were kissing a fool. And yet, I still think of you so much. I wonder if you think of me as often as I think of you.
And now, the sun will rise again, and so will I. Maybe not brighter than before but definitely stronger. Because I will mend the cracks you left on me, and someday light will shine through them, just you wait and see.
-Falcon
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