22. Maybe We Are Friends Maybe We Are More

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

It's hard not to fall in love with someone, when they see the mixed up parts of your soul. 
When they understand the darkest and dustiest corners of your mind, when it's four 4 am and they call because they know you're not asleep. But I have not yet ascertained whether you love me or not. Whether you just like the idea of having me or whether you actually want me. 
I want us to stay up all night talking about what's on our hearts because no one can make me feel as comfortable as you and no one has won my trust the way you still do. 

And my frustration grows every day because you wouldn't listen when I told you how I felt, like when I admitted to be broken and you forgot that I was not healed a week later. I felt so lonely yet you know how to get to me and you are able to turn my world around in a second. 

Now my thoughts cannot move an inch without bumping into some piece of you and I cannot stop myself from constantly falling into you. I dream of the day you want us to be together again but this time forever. I just hope that moments happens sooner than I expect because when I see you, I just want to be with you and never let go.  

s.f