Sunday, January 3rd 2016
These past weeks since you've been gone have been the roughest I've experienced in a while. I've spend hours figuring out the words to say to you but no combination of twenty six different letters could ever accurately capture even a sliver of what this feeling is. I just simply miss you a lot.
I tried to write down what I felt but somehow the draft I created was clearly empty. I could not describe it any better. I'm not myself when you aren't around me.
I've been trying to get better with my French so we can talk behind peoples back when we are out and only we can communicate without everyone else knowing haha :)
Yet I noticed that in french you can't really say "I miss you". You say "tu me manques" which translated to "you are missing from me"
At first I thought that's weird but the more nights I was up the more I understood. I love that translation because "you are missing from me" implies that you are a part of me, you are essentially to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you. That has been the closest I've come across from trying to describe and write down what I feel when I am asked about you.
-sf
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