I apologize for not being able to write periodically. I started school again and i'm enrolled in lots of Economics classes (5) and one biology class so I got plenty on my plate. I'll try to write more often even if blogs are 1 paragraph long.
I've been off all social media for the past 3 weeks, it is kind of pointless to me at the moment because I don't have anything good or happy to share since I'm not with you. I made a promise with myself to not shave off my facial hair until something defining happens between us. Can go either good or bad but I made it past that awkward beard point where the hairs are super hard.
Not being on social media has tremendously impacted me in some way. I thought it'll help me so I don't constantly look at your photos but then again I have a ton on my phone so that kind of defeats the purpose don't it?
I realized not being on social media it limits the amount of people that truly talk to me without me having to start a conversation. That is usually the case. Im looking for people to chat or enjoy a convo vs them looking for me.
Not being on social media has helped me to be more aware of the current news, the stock market, currencies, etc. I check them periodically; not just because I like to keep up with them, but also because I'm constantly thinking of you and I need a gateway to get you out of my mind. But it's like asking for the sun not to rise in the morning.
I'm sure we have all heard that cheesy phrase; "if you love someone enough, you'll let them go" but I've always wonder what if they didn't want you to though?
I want to kiss you in the most connotative way, so the dictionary has to add to its definition that a kiss describes how your lungs could be filled with the sweetest air possible, and yet you would still be so breathless.
But back to these constant thoughts, I can't sometimes and it sucks. I dream of you coming back to me but I know I should let that dream go since it won't happen anytime soon.
What is more deadly, a gun or a thought?
A gun gives you the opportunity but a thought pulls the trigger.
I've been off all social media for the past 3 weeks, it is kind of pointless to me at the moment because I don't have anything good or happy to share since I'm not with you. I made a promise with myself to not shave off my facial hair until something defining happens between us. Can go either good or bad but I made it past that awkward beard point where the hairs are super hard.
Not being on social media has tremendously impacted me in some way. I thought it'll help me so I don't constantly look at your photos but then again I have a ton on my phone so that kind of defeats the purpose don't it?
I realized not being on social media it limits the amount of people that truly talk to me without me having to start a conversation. That is usually the case. Im looking for people to chat or enjoy a convo vs them looking for me.
Not being on social media has helped me to be more aware of the current news, the stock market, currencies, etc. I check them periodically; not just because I like to keep up with them, but also because I'm constantly thinking of you and I need a gateway to get you out of my mind. But it's like asking for the sun not to rise in the morning.
I'm sure we have all heard that cheesy phrase; "if you love someone enough, you'll let them go" but I've always wonder what if they didn't want you to though?
I want to kiss you in the most connotative way, so the dictionary has to add to its definition that a kiss describes how your lungs could be filled with the sweetest air possible, and yet you would still be so breathless.
But back to these constant thoughts, I can't sometimes and it sucks. I dream of you coming back to me but I know I should let that dream go since it won't happen anytime soon.
What is more deadly, a gun or a thought?
A gun gives you the opportunity but a thought pulls the trigger.
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